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Friday, April 30, 2010 10:25 PM
From: "Rose A" View contact details
To: philipdefranco@gmail.com

Hey Phil. My name is Rose Arellano. I'm a fairly new subscriber. I love your videos, your quirks are funny and you are very aware of things around you. I love when you start talking about Big Brother, or youtube politics, or whatever's on the news.

I've been vlogging almost a year now. It's only 600 subscribers not like you but I definetly feel like I have an audience. LOL my relationship with Youtube started as an outlet and now I'm really starting to see it as a message. You can get overnight stardom through the internet, it's crazy how much influence Youtube has on people. We need people like you out on the internet as anchormen (except waaaaaaaaay cooler cuz you're not old lol) I'm curious about your contract. Do you have a partnership with Youtube? What's your take on Big Brother and the New World Order? How's Obama doing? What's your take on educational reform? Grants?

Do you know about any scholarship I could get to pay for college? You have high ties, Phil. You can penetrate the system LOL Informing and helping the community by helping the poor get educated LMAO. Seriously....I'm not joking about that one.

I don't even know if you'll really read this email since you probably get bombarded with a billion emails a day. I hope you respond with an amazing video! Looking forward to hearing from you, Phil.



Rose





Am I just paranoid?

2012

Hey Meli,

I know you are intuitive and you can feel things beyond this reality. It's not something I think is impossible. I believe I am connected deeply to the universe. I don't know exactly, your belief systems but I think that it is possible to be more connected to certain mental capabilities than others. Sometimes that may seem like you know what they are thinking or saying to themselves because of something inside yourself that tells you. I get it, makes me feel crazy...

Like I have lots of random thoughts that come to me about the future. Sometimes about things that happen 2 seconds later. Sometimes things I wanted to say but didn't. Sometimes I say the exact same thing Ash does or say something to the extent of what she is saying. Sometimes its just a feeling about something that's about to happen.

I believe you will read this. I believe that you miss me too. I believe that you still love me as much as you always have and that you will respond to me soon.

maybe 8 days after I sent this upon the universe.
I will have zero time to wait from
2day.

We are 3 little girls grown crooked
we are in common
You know about
the seven days out of the week, and
7 dimensions of hell
          Home, sweet home

Sometimes you just have to leave things up to f8
4 everything 2 get better.
You know what the funniest part is?
Even separated,
All three of us are seeking the light.

Call me sometime, Smelly Mely. I miss you, little sister.


   Oh,

and you are being such a good big sister to Susy.


♪♫Don't worry, be happy 'cos evry little thang's gonna be alright.

Love,

         Rosie

something new

Clinamen
From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia


Clinamen is the Latin name Lucretius gave to the unpredictable swerve of atoms, in the atomistic doctrine of Epicurus.
According to Lucretius, the unpredictable swerve occurs "at no fixed place or time":

When atoms move straight down through the void by their own weight, they deflect a bit in space at a quite uncertain time and in uncertain places, just enough that you could say that their motion has changed. But if they were not in the habit of swerving, they would all fall straight down through the depths of the void, like drops of rain, and no collision would occur, nor would any blow be produced among the atoms.
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In that case, nature would never have produced anything.[1]
This indeterminacy, according to Lucretius, provides the "free will which livings things throughout the world have."[2]



http://www.foxnews.com/politics/2010/04/30/arizona-legislature-passes-banning-ethnic-studies-programs/

lesbian survey

1. Are you girly?
Yes, mostly. I definitely have my boi moments too ;)

2. Do you like Bi girls?
Sure.

3. Are you a good kisser?
I've been told.

4. Whats your favorite thing about girls?
The way they speak, their eyez, the way they touch you when they love you

5. WHERE'S 5?

6. Do you play softball?
HAHAHAH, no.

7. Which would you prefer beach or movie?
most definetly beach.


8. Do you like to make the first move?
depends on who.

9. How many times have you been asked how lesbians have sex?
omg that question is one of the first questions brought up when I first meet someone and I tell them I'm gay. It's so fucking annoying. Dude, c'mon get creative. Shiet, I do.

10. How many times have you been asked "are you the guy or girl in the relationship?"
Also another common question that asked. *sigh* people are so ignorant.

11. Do your parents know?
yeah, my mom has spells of denial sometimes but for the most part it's become a part of who I am and they know it's not a phase.

12. Coke or Dr.Pepper?
Neither. I perfer wine.

13. Nike...Adidas...Kswiss...
adidas?

14. Have you ever proposed to your girlfriend?
I proposed to an ex, waaaay too soon and in hopes that I could tie her down. Can't turn a hoe into a housewife. I learned my lesson and now I'm waiting to show my current girlfriend how serious I am but at the RIGHT time.

15. Have you ever been cheated on?
yes. Fuck my hoe ex.

16. Have you ever cheated on one of your gf’s?
never.

17. Whats your favorite color?
indigo, marroon, black

18. Do you do any drugs or drink?
I drink occassionally a glass of wine or two and a blunt or two on occassion.

19. Do you have any piercings?
my tongue for the obvious reasons ;P


20. Any tattoos?
Yes.

21. Do you ever get called by your last name or some random form of your name or just a weird nickname in general?
Shmoopsy pretty weird LOL NOBODY knows where that came from like I made it up or something smh... I'm not that creative LOL I got it from Monsters Inc. That one eyed snake haired monster is Shmoopsy LOL

22. Do you like T.A.T.U. even though they’re "fake" lesbians?:
i bet you they get down when they get horny lol. i like some songs sure.

23. Do you like Tegan and Sara?:
some songs, sure.

24. Do you know at least one lesbian that sings and plays guitar at a local coffee shop?
LOL!!!!

25. Have you ever seen But I’m a Cheerleader?:
I LOVE THAT MOVIE. Usually one of the first movies a lesbian sees upon coming out LOL

26. Lost and Delirious?:
um, sometimes....

27. Bound?:
not usually LOL not ever actually....

28. Gia?:
mmm, she's such a good actress. I wish Angie's life wasn't so fucking public I would like her more if I didn't hear anything about her and her 20 children from the UN all the time.

29. D.E.B.S.?
?

30. Boys Don’t Cry?
YES YES YES *herbal essence commerical*

31. Better Than Chocolate?:
LOVE IT!!

32. Kissing Jessica Stein?:
nope haven't seen it

33. Any other good ones we missed?:

34. do you love dildos?
yeah....duh.

35. Who’s your favorite famous lesbian?
Queen Latifa

36. Do you love Angelina Jolie?
I love her acting in Gia and Girl, interrupted

37. Do you own a pair of cargo shorts?
LOL, no.

38. Polo shirts?
ew. No.

39. Admit it, do you pop your collar?
No. no no.

40. Do you love basketball shorts?
LOL sure.

41. Ever wear boxers to bed?
sometimes but mostly I wear nada to bed.

42. Do you wear make up?
Sometimes.

43. ??? Where did this question go?

44. Have you ever given flowers?
Yes. I'ma romantic

45. Wrote a poem or song for someone?
of course. See above.

46. Had a girl give you flowers or write a poem?
Write poems about how terribly suffocating I am, yeah sure and my girlfriend gave me a rose once lol

48. Are you just as bad as one of the guys when watching a football game?
ew. No. I don't even know what's going on during football games. Only thing I care about is my team winning.

49. Suck the right and make the left jealous?
HAHAHAHA, ooookay then you suck the left and go down.

50. Do your parents know about you?
yes, I thought I answered this already...

51. ??? and yet another blank and empty space with no question....

52. What about the rest of your family?
hmm, the younger generation knows on my mother's side and the whole family knows on my dad's side LOL thanks to last years xmas party when I drank FARRRR too much. LOL

53. Would rather have a one night stand with a girl or a long relationship?
um, one night stands are gross. I'd like to remain STD free, thanks.

54. Whats your ideal date?
depends on the person I were going out with. For my girlfriend, I'd wanna take her to the beach at night, underneath a billion stars with a fire lite up and a blanket.

55. Do you like tattoos and piercings on a girl?
I love tattoos SO sexy. Piercings...it really depends and they can't be too crazy.

56. Are you confident in bed?
lol, mostly yes sometimes I have an off day where i'm like OMG AM I DOING THIS RIGHT? DO YOU LIKE THIS? AM I HITTING THAT SPOT YOU LIKE BABY????!!!!!LOL

57. Ever get a bit freaky?
haha, i embody the word freak, very little is taboo. ;)

58. Do you like taking the lead or letting someone else?
both!!!

60. Who do you think is the hottest L word character?
mmm, carmen....drool.

61. Do you like playing the boi or girl role in a relationship?
This is an oversimplification and conflation of hypercomplex intersections between dialectics about gender and sexuality, I mean, really…


63. Do you shop more in the girl’s or guy’s side of stores?
i like what I like and I search everywhere to find it.

64. Have you ever noticed the difference between a gay girls and a straight girls dancing style?
like what? Straight girls dance with their ass and gay girls dancing with their ass...wait.. no, i don't notice the difference.

65. Can you be caught wearing a hat a lot?
actually no.

66. Do you usually have your hair up in a pony tail or down?
my hair is short so its mostly down but its getting longer and I put it up sometimes.

67. How much rainbow stuff do you own?
lol just a belt....I dont even know if I have it anymore. It's buried under hella shit.

68. Have you ever been to a pride festival or parade?
lol, yeah 2007 and 2009. Kind of lame, honestly. The hot girls were taken and the rest were too drunk to notice anything but the people right in front of them. BOOO!!!

69. Is chapstick a must for you when going out?:
No, I hardly wear anything on my lips with the rare occasion I wear red lipstick or lipgloss.

70. Have you ever kissed a straight girl?
yes, many times. They come onto me! I don't do shiet!

need to be resourceful

old worn blankets from thrift stores.
Sleeping bag built for two.
Some clothing line.
small tent (?)
small protable grill (?)
5 pairs of underwear
stealing socks and toiletries
good soap for clothing and selves
small shampoo (steal shampoo)
need to get hair braided
comfortable clothes

need to find cheap herb for toothbrushing
MINT TOOTHPASTE RECIPE
Ingredients:

6 teaspoons baking soda
1/3 teaspoon salt
4 teaspoons glycerin
15 drops peppermint or wintergreen extract
Directions: Mix thoroughly. Should be a tooth paste consistency. Store in a container. You'll be surprised with how fresh your mouth feels.
LEMON MOUTHWASH RECIPE
Ingredients:

3/4 cup vodka
20 drops lemon essential oil
1 1/4 cup distilled water
30 drops bergamot essential oil
Directions: Combine the vodka with the essential oils in a bottle, shake well then allow to sit for 1 week. Shake once a day. When ready to use it , dilute the mix with 3 parts water/ 1 part mixture. Use it as a gargle or mouth rinse. Do Not Drink.
SUPER CLEANSER
Ingredients:

Hydrogen peroxide (a few drops)
Baking soda
Directions: Make a paste by combining the two ingredients. Use this paste on your teeth and also gently rub along your gums two times a week.
MOUTHWASH
Rinse your mouth with cooled tea (mint is a perfect choice.)


look up places to stay (for free)
find a laptop (dumpster diving)
big big bagpack
pillows. little ones. airplanes ones.
toothbrushes
3 pants 5 shirts
2-3 jackets
good walking shoes (look up good working out shoes)- Trail shoes


it's good to wear layers.

interesting concept for this trip
Take Back the Land

squat!net

Remember this-- Stealing trash is not illegal. The Supreme Court ruled in 1988 that once an item is left for trash pickup, there is no expectation of privacy or continued ownership.

How to go dumpster diving by headphonez

"Smelly but interesting. "

It took me 1 day It made me odd
How I did it: Find a dumpster, watch out for cops, reach or jump in.

Find a store or place that *might* toss something interesting and raid the dumpster at night. Scoop out the local during the day if you can to see what it is you will be doing at night. Hit it during the late night or early morning.

Lessons & tips: Cops don't like ya doing it. Do it at night. Having a look out is good, having a get away car is better.

Resources: grubby clothes, car, look out, dumpster

Find good shit from nice apartment complexes.

http://www.survivalistboards.com/
http://money.howstuffworks.com/squatting.htm

Mills women quoted

"The revolution will be spicy and sweet and sticky: pineapple and jalapeNo, red chile de arbol and mango, cayenne and tamarindo. it will stick you your fingers and your hair, and when you kiss her you'll taste memory on her lips. it will smell like sweat and summer."

”I live on Earth at present, and I don’t know what I am. I know that I am not a category. I am not a thing — a noun. I seem to be a verb, an evolutionary process — an integral function of the Universe.”
Lina Blanco-Ogden

Road Trip Planning

Greenville, SC 5/15-6/12
Atlanta, GA 6/12-6/19
Richmond, VA 6/19-6/26
Washington DC 6/26-7/03
New Jersey 7/03-07/10
Philadelphia, PA 07/10-07/17
New York, NY 07/17-07/31
Boston, MA 07/31-08/10

These are the cities.

If we wanna see Pittsburgh, PA we need to go before May the 15th
canceling that idea.

Also adding another place; Burlington, VA/Middlebury, VA 7/31 to 8/07 (?) 8/08 (?)