squat here

"People often don't know we exist. They don't realize that we are their neighbors. They don't know we have running water and electricity for free. They don't know how easy it is to live off the waste of society."- Unknown

I think we are about to find out what it really means to survive and to live free.

Femme barbies piss me off

Gender roles in general piss me off. But femmes, those women that claim femme and revert to the role of housewife barbie really piss me off. Femininity and masculinity are on a spectrum, some individuals are more one than the other, most are inbetween however gender is a whole other spectrum and these two are correlated but not identical!!!!! You can be a femme man. You can be a masculine woman. You can be a femme male bodied woman. You can claim ANYTHING as long as it makes sense to you! You can be femme and still be the bread winner. You can be femme and not be a housewife. You can be femme and not a barbie.

I think i'm officially giving up labels completely. I identify with many labels but not just ONE describe me. I feel very sorry for those one dimensional people that do. Those people that live on the surface. Dive deeper. Educate yourself about your herstory/history. Enrich your life.

Or else you might as well be dead.

this lusty lady

"Men in white dresses with pink satin sashes, women who’ll flash me & bat their eyelashes, silicone dildos that make my cunt sing…these are a few of my favorite things"~ Harlow Valentine





What is your name?
Dulce

Hometown:
your imagination

Bio:
I am a sweet candy-coated lovedoll. My cherries popped, I like to be on top. I want to taste the rainbow, lick sugar off my fingertips. I am a naughty little girl that likes to be spanked. I needs my Daddi.My manipulative Muneca eyes that will melt you like an icicle and have you busting on command. Say please, mi amor.

What are your favorite gifts?
stilleto shoes, red roses, money, footslaves, baby blue and white lingerie, airline tickets across the ocean, and my tuition for college. Take care of me ;)

What’s your sign?
Scorpio, of course.

What’s your favorite movie or director?
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

What’s your favorite book or author?
White Oleander, I've read that book so many times.

What’s on your nightstand?
a blunt, an electric toothbrush, a glass dildo I call Daddy and a glass of white wine.

What celebrity would you most like to have sex with?
Amber Rose. I want her bald head in between my legs.

What’s the naughtiest place you’ve ever had sex?
the back of a bus going to San Fransisco, and outside on a college campus on a little hill where I could feel the grass on my ass and see the stars shooting by above my head as each of my orgasms shook the planet.

What’s your favorite thing about working at the Lusty Lady?
Flirting with the customers without saying a word.

What always makes you cum?
having one lovely lady grinding on my face while I vibrate myself to heaven's gates.

What’s your favorite sex toy?
an electric toothbrush

What part of your body do you think is sexiest?
my ankles, my angel wings, my lips and my ass.

Ninja? Or Pirate?
I've always had a thing for Johnny Depp. I'll go for pirates if they look like him.

Running

My ankles get swollen when I run too far away on bad shoes
cement wears out me out quickly
still i choose to run out into the
curving roads luscious green pastures
cows and flies, horses and roadkill
blood smeared on the streets
abandoned barns awaiting explorers like me
like she
we creep into backyards
skinny dip in moonlight
dance in the rain, dream of purple deserts
run up hills into forests of bamboo
and then come home and stay still for hours
resting side by side
melting in each others dips
pampering, kissing, holding hands like children
we are kids, each other's mothers
soulmates incest
understanding logic confusing spirituality
so we run side by side wondering
where the next turn will be

resourceful

old worn blankets from thrift stores.
Sleeping bag built for two.
Some clothing line. CHECK
small tent (?)
small protable grill (?)
5 pairs of underwear
stealing socks and toiletries
good soap for clothing and selvesCHECK
small shampoo (steal shampoo)CHECK
need to get hair braided
comfortable clothes CHECK

look up places to stay (for free)
find a laptop (dumpster diving)
big big bagpack CHECK
pillows. little ones. airplanes ones.
toothbrushes CHECK
2 pants 5 shirts CHECK
jacket CHECK
good walking shoes (look up good working out shoes)- Trail shoes

roadtrip plans revised

Pickens, Sc from May 15th until June 12th CHECK

not going to Atlanta, GA
anymore we are trying to go up the coast not back track

next stop is Myrtle Beach, SC or Charolette, NC (i haven't decided yet.) however long it takes to get a ride up to

Richmond, va however long it takes to get a ride up to
leaving around the 14th of June
give or take

Richmond to Washington DC will be there from
give or take
14th of june to the 18th of june

DC to Baltimore stay from
june 18th until june 25th
give or take

Baltimore, MD to Philly
june 25th until july 3rd

Philly to Seaside Heights, NJ
july 3rd until july 10th
visit fambam, Christy, Boobie etc

Seaside Heights, NJ to NYC, New York
july 10th to 17th

NYC, NY to Fair Haven, VT
17th to 31st of july
we will be traveling to Shoreham, VT, Middlebury, VT, and then Burlington, VT to catch a ride to Boston, MA
we have plenty of time to figure out how to get from place to place in VT

Burlington, VT to Boston, MA
July 31st to August 10(?)

Our final stop will be Boston, MA from there we are California bound.

other women

I'm so sick of other women coming into my relationships and manipulating their ways onto my partner. I'm tired of that bullshit cattiness that I have to look out for in women when I am in a relationship. Women looking for cracks in the relationship to fit themselves into.

FUCK YOU RUBY FATASS. Fucking fake fat barbie. I'm so tired of being polite. I so easily can outsmart you. Dumb as the barbie you rep.

It's not my problem if a bitch can be easily manipulated into reacting in a certain way that I want her to. She's a scorpio. She should have known better. I DO NOT FUCKING APOLOGIZE for getting her out of the way, out of the cracks in our relationship. FUCK THAT FAT HOE.

I dont care what kind of surface conversation she was serving, she shouldnt have gotten her phone number or even been tolerated when she was "testing" MY girlfriend. BuLLSHIT. I'm so mad that I put up with that bitch from the beginning and allowed her to leech herself into our lives.

If she took the bait, then bitch, good, take the bait, swallow it and get hooked. If you had half a brain you woulda been able to see it was just me looking to see if you'd take the worm. Don't be mad that i'm proud to say that she did and I caught myself a dumb ass barbie and killed her. Dumb as a fish ND that's just how I like them.

glass

Tianna T "I didn’t think my heart had glass in it to shatter, but there is bits of it on the floor cutting the skin of anyone who comes through my wooden door".

pulling me deep into myself deep and self loathing parts i'm swimming against the current sometimes. so much water, i drown in my dreams even with a charm over my head, what else do I have to get over? What else do I have to deconstruct? The hurt is deep. Worst than any scar I've ever inflicted upon myself. It goes back into childhood. Reaching out to a heartless love.

I've been dreaming about water. Swimming in water. Breathing underwater. Living in water. Being pulled by water. The buildings drowning in water. Warning hundreds about the waters rising. I dunno what they mean. I dunno what to make of them.

There is a sleep charm above my head for good dreams. I don't dream gorey anymore but I do dream heavy...what does it mean?

There is a crystal above my head. We make love and I disappear into the universe, I am connected through her and through every molecule, every atom is me and she and us. Our love is rooted into every fiber of my being.

There are charms and salts and candles and crystals everywhere. Always surrounded by people, disorders and laughter, awkward tendencies and mannerisms but always loving. I am out of my element. I am out in public and not hiding... so strange to me.

My ex is in my dreams almost always now. I'm always running or getting angry. I am still so angry at everything. The past is the past, why can't it stay buried? Why can't i get over those drunken bullshit months of my life?

the scenery's gonna change in a couple of days.

still moving, never standing still

my quotes

So many years of messy living,
so many hearts already destroyed.

I am only a virus.
Meant for destruction.
I am only a lover.
Meant for abduction.
I am only a thief
I have stolen time
every tick is held inside my pocket.
Every tock is hidden in storage.
I can rationalize anything,

I am only a poet.

Every day is a dream and I'm really awake when I'm asleep.

Girl, Interrupted.

blue skies rain on my parade

My heart collapsed inside my chest caving in
1,000 stars go boom
your song at the back of my throat
I'm choked up on you


in every family there is one person
that ends up carrying hundreds of years of family history.

I'm lonely,
silly human,
it is the condition you've been bored with
i mean, born with
fuck it--
what's the difference?

"I want u to tattoo a house on me"

i'ma veteran you know
gone through many war zones
exploding homes and households held hostages
I've got the battle scars to prove it
i'm imprinting ink upon my thigh to hide them
never again
reopen old wounds
along the white lines that form against
brown skin
it's been a year since last broken
i'm building a house on my leg
representing a series of unfortunate events
held up by sticks over a cliff
my mother is a bird
my father is a bird
and the house is empty of children
we are locked inside our rooms
I need a permanent reminder of the
pain i've gone through
make it a landmark
i've made it pass the land mines to the trenches
safe and hallow warm dirty secrets
I need to fill up with crisp cold water
wash my sins away
remind me in black and grey
3000 miles away from family
an ancient spirit following my footsteps
my roots embracing the core of the earth
unmoving
not going anywhere
and so this tattoo is the only thing
I need to feel
needles digging-deep into flesh
building an imaginary house
made real.

the revolution is about

getting your hands dirty

hmm i'm searching

itching for my tattoo to be finish


that;s not going to happen....grr...I need a miracle...I MUST envision my wings COMPLETE!


I'm search for words in my poetry to tattoo on my arm where TRUTH is. Hmm which words do I pick which sentences fit together to the story of my life and my poetry...HMMMMM