Monday, December 14, 2009

just a moment in time

Dec. 10, 2009

My lack of motivation should have killed me years ago.
Instead of being an adult and going through paper, I sit
here and get high.

Monday went by; Seaport, get high, get alcohol, food,
get high, drive to your house, get high, draw, write,
drink, talk, laugh, drink, make videos, talk, get high,
talk, talk, drink pass out. Tuesday; get high, food, talk,
clean, get high, high all day long until I sleep and then
realize I see you so much being so far away. Wednesday;
mostly sober, went to work, wasn't sober anymore.
My life is about to change and I think I'm in denial.

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