stress related pains in my legs that grow like vines into my arms that get heavier
my legs that slow down with each step I force myself to continue force myself to breathe
counting down until I am alive again,

what is depression? It isn't even matter. not molecules. not atoms.
What does any of it matter? Really?

My body is tearing itself apart trying not to fall apart
in puzzle pieces scattered on the bridge towards home
towards freedom
from depression.