some kind of real break through for humanity.
I can't put my finger on it quite yet
I believe I should write more often by hand the way i used to when i was a kid.
i've lost that ability, sad thing to lose.
I have to start being better to my friends-Listen.
I need to try to support my brother more, and try more with Mely.
Maybe I should try the little things. Like this letter. I hope that works.
Mely is very intuitive but she's very prideful. I know who she is though.
And shes my little sister, same as like before when we were kids.
i do sincerely hope that we will try to forgive each other for this dumb shit.
I wish I could remember more about my childhood.
I know we were close once (sharing secrets even) but I can't quite remember when, where, why.
Memories lost from those years like they were stolen from me along with her.
Melissa, come on.
Its still me and you're still you and we've known each toher for our whole lives.
I work everyday mostly for that forigiveness to what i did to you.
I have matured a lot since then I'm hoping that you did too
so that we can at least speak and understand this silence so loudly between us.
i just want to show you that i love you some how.
-End. 9/5/10
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