Nightmares

sinking drowning
run into circles of confusion

YOUR LOVE WAS BULLSHIT
constant ripping of my heart
always tears that smeared across my cheeks
and still you are the monster that hides underneath my bed

DON'T YOU REMEMBER YESTERDAY?!
I turn to red like blood that cakes on my wrists.
FUCK YOU like the words along my wrists.
You have no heart. You selfish bitch,
I gave you the world and you gave me the door.
STAY BURIED 6FEET UNDERGROUND.

Zombie love.
Boogiemonster love.
Dead and dying.

Russian roulette.
Pull the trigger love.
Leave me bruises when you drink love.
I don't ever want to see you again once this is over love.

I told you, you would miss me.