fingers that inch on my inner thighs too close for me to feel safe
the sky looks more blue every time I look at you
and then your embrace fills me with the sunrise every morning
you run your hands across my back, never leave me
so i try not to listen to the voices that scream bloody insults
My brain sounds like static, a thousand voices crying
and times with you when you look at me, my head starts to get quiet
I feel a gumball in my throat that I can't swallow
I choke and I gag and I cry until it all spills out in front of you
a mess,
I look crazed, insane and rabies filled
and you see my inner child.
I feel diseased when all my secrets are revealed
I know that you read all of my thoughts without meaning to
I talk to you in telepathy, we speak through our eyez
when I create your smile you give birth to the sunrise
inside me, I'm dark
I know all of the shadows
you capture the stars and we hold them together
we complete the puzzle of the soul
in the black we are light
and you love me when I love you.
I've never felt that before.
today was so funny.
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