do I stay or do i go?

wind in my ears whispers to me
those songs I hear only when you are near
it seems like clear like the universe had planned it all
building me solid so that I couldn't fall too hard
if I ever fell at all.
Do it Rose. Go.
Run into that wind. California is goin down anyways.
Tornadoes and Earthquakes are battling for the NUMBER ONE SPOT on CNN
they whisper stories that tell me to go home.
and home is where the heart is.
wind whipping reality in the face
I've sung this tune before.
You are my life, don't you know I'll do anything for you?

rocks in my stomach weigh down my food
heavy in the pit of my digestion I can barely move without you
stay here and be lazy, smoke pot, throw the day away
every day, every single day because I can and I will
because i built dirty habits in California,
loved so deep in this solid that it grows in honor of my name.
Stuck to my roots, my Bay Area bubble
can't loose those hopes that I had for the now to take place at mills as a student
don't I miss those days as a student
too good to believe it, I'm not as foolish as always.
Stay, Rose. It'll save you money! It'll keep you close to everything you've always known!
You could be happy here!!!!!!!!!!! DO IT ROSE!!!!

do I stay or do I go?
should I stay here, anchored by the rocks that I carry?
should I go there, you know I'll be right back.