I need the constant shifting around,
as much as i have the need to settle down
I have the need to get up and go so much more often
than to sit down and settle. Settle like tea leaves
at the bottom of my cup. I'm getting up to go to breakfast
today, walk 2 miles today, spoil myself because
self destruction is my middle name and I happen to destruct too often.
too often around habits that are easily picked up.
smoke weed all day, I'm sure that's very productive.
I put some Kahlua in my coffee yesterday
and I'm planning to do it again today.
Oh jeez, how safe is it to be around me?
Constant moving, shifting, can't stand still.
I'm moving away again cuz I can't stay here.
No, I can't stay here in this mess.
I just need to get some shit accomplished,
I just need to finish everything ASAP.
Finish everything ASAP.
I know my parents are gonna flip.
But i'm an adult now and my life is mine.
East Coast, here I come.

I WILL learn from my mistakes
I will have a job when I get there and start working the day after I arrive.
I will get my own place.
I will take violin lessons or art classes while I'm out there.
I will grow as a person.
I will be happy with my baby.
I know she's got my back, there's no question on that. She's the best thing thats ever happen to me. I love her so much and I promise that we can do anything together.

We are the powerful ancient creature, once called humans before we were split in half, we are all powerful and ancient.